I think I am an owl

I just finished my application and now I just have to wait for my referee to upload the reference letter.

I felt so tired and sleepy when I was completing my UCAS application just now, but now that I’m ready for bed, I couldn’t sleep at all!!!!

I’ve been trying to sleep for almost an hour. I tried Continue reading “I think I am an owl”

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Social Media Detox

I’m on a three-month semester break and for the past two weeks, I’ve been spending it unhealthily by refreshing my social media almost every 5 minutes.

The thing is, I only followed around 200 people on Instagram and Twitter but I keep on refreshing the timeline even though I know nothing new is going to pop out! It became a habit. I mean, 200 is not even a big number and who updates their social media every minute, right? Continue reading “Social Media Detox”

Blur

Here’s a little (& unimportant) update from yours truly, Adriana:

It’s been quite a while since I write something here. Well, something happened and it took me 4 months to be okay again, but it is safe to say that I’ve accepted the test given and I’ve picked myself up from where I left. I still go through some rough nights, crying myself to sleep, wishing everything went according to how I planned it to be, and I still have no clue what the future holds. As of now, everything is a blur. I couldn’t see the bigger picture yet, but that’s okay. For Allah is the best of planners and I believe in Him.

Some of you might be wondering why am I still in Malaysia. Am I not supposed to be in the UK by now? Exploring the cities, posting nice pictures wearing fab 2 – 3 layers of outfits. Oh, you have no idea how much I want to do all of that. I’ve been waiting for that since two years ago, when I received my scholarship. Continue reading “Blur”

A tourist at my own place

Ask any Sabahans if they have ever been to most of the tourist attractions you can find in Sabah, chances are, more than 50% will say no. I’m definitely in the “no” team.

“Diana, tau tak mana nak beli sotong gula?”, asked a friend of mine.

“Sotong what?”

“Sotong gula”

“Never heard of it.”

Yep. Definitely a “no” team. I was told by my friend from Semenanjung that Continue reading “A tourist at my own place”

Drama Queen

If you read my last post then you should know that I went to see a specialist because I have lumps on my right underarm and above my right breast. Alhamdulillah the result of the ultrasound showed the lump on my right breast had shrunk. However, the doctor said I still have to go for a surgery to remove the lump on my underarm because it might multiply or get bigger. The surgery was supposed to be today but…

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I found a lump on my right underarm

On the 13th May, I discovered a painful lump on my right underarm. The pain went away after some time but the lump never did. Sometimes it’s painful when I touch it, sometimes it’s not. It’s small, about the size of a pea.

At first, I was reluctant to tell my parents about it because I didn’t want them to worry unnecessarily and I didn’t want to make a fuss over a small lump. It might not even be that serious. But it has been almost 2 months now and the lump is still there Continue reading “I found a lump on my right underarm”